So far . . .
Well, told Cindy. Still alive. Had the fantastic good fortune of being able to do it in a counseling session. It was truly the first we’ve seen each other since I learned of my forced job search.
So far she’s taken it pretty well. Of course, we’ve yet to spend any time alone with each other yet. That’ll happen tonight, after I get home from Al Anon. I’m sitting here now, thinking about starting an inventory, and answering some questions that the counselor brought up.
Cindy also pointed out a character flaw that I KNOW I have but have neglected to do anything about for years. She entered into her observation asking if I was willing to hear it – so I’ll give her points for that. She’s right too – my procrastination is terrible. ADHD related? Bored? Fear of failure? Overwhelmed by details? Maybe, yes, yes and not so much. There’s an opportunity here, I just need to jump on it. Now.